Show some appreciation :0

Alhamdulillah, finally the best part of the year has come to us~
Now, everything is double positive |except the negative matters la|
And seriously, it feels absolutely good to be at home..

Additional issue: show some appreciation..
Hmm,, it sounds deep and full of dissatisfaction kan???
hihi..
Nothing much, only a part of heart that sometimes should be revealed so that others would understand how a life should be, considering others and not only one mind to control everything and expect the result to be as their mind think of..
Why appreciation???
Do you ever think what would it feels like when you care and respect someone, as a friend and in turn that particular person never appreciates you??
And doesn't even acknowledge you as a friend??
Hahah..
You'll think that it must be yourself~others hate you, your character, the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you both meet, everything about you-in summary.
Its hard to always think about others when they never spent even a single second to think about us..

Keeping my mouth shut is my best action in this matter..
People have this three words EGO..
I think its been so long that I've tamed my EGO..
I can't stand this..

F R I E N D S

Ini kisah tentang bulan
Bulan bintang jadi kawan
Begitulah persahabatan
Yang cuba kami eratkan
Semoga berkekalan selamanya

Begitulah kami hidup lima sekawan
Sama berjanji susah senang dirasa
Membawa sinaran cahaya bulan bintang
Menjadi saksi janji kami semua

I miss my bestfirends~ Laila, Atikah, Khazureen & Pokok :)

And not to forget, my goodfriends~

What is friendship for me?

Very subjective~

With Laila, friendship is when we can have the same thought, the same interest in doing something "strange"..

With Atikah, friendship is when I can share my secrets and stories and listen for her stories for hours.. (with smiles)

With Khaizureen, friendship is a bond that make me always happy when our memories appear in my mind,,

With Pokok, a friendship is a silence relationship that brings up happiness with less gesture than my other friendships~

and for others:

• when they care for me
• when they inspire me
• when they listen to my grumblings
• when they accept me as a friend

and in the past 4 years, i got another friendship concept; virtual friendship~

it suits me..

i llllove it..

virtual friendship, like talking to cleverbot & simsimi :)

but the difference is you're talking to a human, but in different way than others do..

its hard to explain..

I'll write a book on it soon (in 15 years)

hahah..

Mood: Layan Perasaan

The second weekend after Dayah left us..
(last week tak termasuk because I was spending my weekends with my family :) )
Though relationship kitorang taklah rapat sangat (since she left us, she never contact me pun) tapi tetap terasa..
yelah, dulu ada juga orang nak ingatkan waktu makan dsb, esp. hjg2 mggu ni..
tapi sekarang, hahah.. seriously, kalau tak sebab yuyu yg sering bertandang, hari ni hari apa pun I tak tahu..
parah memang parah..
24/7 dengar live streaming hotfm jelah.. bukan suka sangat, tapi sebab tak berteman :(
suddenly, rasa sedih pula~
lagu Milik Siapakah Hati Ini punya kerjalah..
sob3..

milik siapakah gadis ini
wajah lembut bagaikan sutera
ingin hatinya kumiliki
apakan terdaya
adakah kan terdaya

milik siapakah hati ini
bagai berkurun lama kesepian
ingin aku mencurahkan kasih
kepada yang sudi
adakah ia sudi

lama telah kuimpikan
gadis sepertinya
mengisi taman hati
dengan cahya kasih

lama telah kuimpikan
gadis sepertinya
mengisi taman hati
dengan cahya kasih suci...

siapakah gadis yang kuidam... 

Asalkan Aku OK: Nice Job, Awi Rafael

Hahah, nice song..
Deep in meaning, suitable for a person like me..


'Asalkan Aku OK'
music/lyrics : Awi Rafael

Selamat pagi, selamat pagi aku ucapkan
Burung merpati bernyanyi di ruang halaman

Hidup ini indah!
Ku kata
Hidup ini indah!
Lawa
Hidup ini indah,ternyata..

Selamat petang,selamat petang aku ucapkan
Kanak-kanak kechil bermain di luar halaman

Hidup ini indah!
Ku kata
Hidup ini indah!
Lawa
Hidup ini indah,ternyata..

*
Asalkan aku ok
Duit dalam kocek
Hidup dengan sederhana

Keluarga semua ok,
masa depan cantik
Hidup jauh narkoba dunia

Asalkan aku ok,
Hidup macam tauke
Teman ada sentiasa

Bernyanyi dan karaoke
Kaya macam Dato' K
Hidup tanpa masalah dunia

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Hidup mewah,tanpa berhutang
Hati bersih,tak lupa sembahyang
Inilah kehidupan

Otak cergas,tanpa menipu
Jangan marah-marah,tak perlu begitu..
Inilah kehidupan

One more thing to share, I manage to buy A Doctor In The House: The Memoirs of Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad.. Hahah.. Mari bershopping dengan Lazada!!